The Weeknd - Missed You (lyrics) -

: The lyric "I hurt myself a hundred times just to feel something in my soul" suggests he used destructive behavior or rebound relationships as a way to numb the genuine ache of her absence. The "Sweetest Song"

The story behind The Weeknd’s (a bonus track from the After Hours deluxe edition) is a haunting narrative of regret and the failed attempt to replace a deep emotional connection with temporary distractions . The Cycle of Self-Deception The Weeknd - Missed You (Lyrics)

: He reflects that they "could've grown" if he had simply held her close instead of pushing her away. : The lyric "I hurt myself a hundred